Into Your Eyes

~!~

Into your eyes

I see today,

Every-time, ever-day, every-second,

You were watching me!

I had trust in you a lot,

Whenever I looked at you,

You said, “Take Care.” :)

For that every moment I wondered,

Why would I? As I considered,

You were watching me!

I went on taking care of other things,

Which was sometimes pleased others but not me,

I was thinking

at least I make people happy,

and it’s good,

If

you were watching me!

When I got hurt, overwhelming with ache,

I passed every hurdle

keeping in psyche,

you were sharing my pain

blessing me with life,

being with me 

And it was not just that merely

you were watching me !

I saw people in the pain, here and there,

people just complaining,

about the things they have to bear,

pain is useful to have some fame

pain is awful I don’t want shame

fake pain, true pain,

I wondered what is true?

Only way to get out of this

To blame it all on you

why u couldn’t comfort them

that I wanted to see

If you couldn’t see them in pain,

I doubted,

you were watching me!

People use your name for crime,

trying to please you too with bribe,

loneliness, unhappiness, injustice, cries,

these only left for mature lives,

Is this called a Life

Which you have created for your child?

Then I want to forget a thing

That I believed

you were ever watching me!

Whatever I was looking at

entered into my life,

Life filled with loneliness, unhappiness,

and became victim of crime,

I wondered

Is it what I called my beautiful Life?

Then,
How was that for me?

When I believed

Every-time every-day everywhere

You were watching me!

I looked up

into your eyes,

and You asked me,

Didn’t I monish you?

To take care of you?

and I learnt again

Everything I do,

I believed you or not,

You were Always watching me.

In my doubts, in my ignorance,

Every-time everywhere

You were watching me.

Now,

I am looking into your eyes,

They are saying with smiles,

Now, Take care of yourself,

So I can take care of all the rest.

Believe me,

Look into soul of  you,

Every-time, everyday, every-second

I am watching you!!!


~Ras

~!~

(in remembrance of linchon's Ganesh idol.. on the way to school.. bhandup. ) 

lord ganesh

This year i went to visit sorry to take the darshan of Lalbagcha raja. The idol was so huge that i was just looking at it face all the way crossing the line... i couldn't able to see any decoration or anything.. not even whole idol.. The impression of lalbagcharaja's idol in front of my eyes is only his affable bright face & tiny little promising eyes...

Even i visit 21 Ganpati in one day,, in those day...
I don't worship Idols...

But
Meeting strangers n even going into their home is really fun...
The way they welcome Us... & the way they celebrate the festival...
Is all energetic.. & makes mind Holymind...

At shimpoli village (near home)

Saibaba rd.

Vaman aashram

Famous Katur-Park



near Gokhale school


Lane next to gokhale..


one of the lane in jamali galli


one lane at jamali galli


at home of old lady.. home was a little Hut..
may God endow all the blessing upon her

at this place, pals were very warming n charming too..


this was the 1st home we entered in, very peaceful n cool..
S.V.Road


one of the building in jabhali galli

at jamali galli

at magal kunj


at Indraprastha


borivali station


borivali station- bus stand

bhaji market (inside)


Bhaji market (outside)


we started from station to home this year..
so we did "sarvajanik ganpati" more than "gharche ganpati"....

this post i had written in aug-sept 08 but publishing it right now on 23rd feb 09...
wow i still remember all the places.. again by God's grace..
I had written it half n i didnt wish to delete it.. :))

The best part for me, of accompany sidd & her mother for this 21 ganpaties is, mind become merriman...
&
Everytime i close my eyes, all beautiful idols of lord Ganpati drift in front of my eyes for at least 2-3 days.